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one week of school has passed for me. it has been okay so far for me. timetable's always packed. no breaks in between except for lunch breaks, which brings me to the point that i'm unable to pray zuhur on tuesdays as my lunch break is from 12-1 and i end school at 4. but i hope asar gets later and later by the day.
sch's been fine so far although there are a lot of readings to do. the lecturers teach only the fundamentals and the rest is up to us, so as to be a good clinician. i guess i'll start full swing after raya.
speaking of raya, i have no sch tmr. thank goodness as it's only a one-hour lecture if i do have sch tmr. raya preparations this year have been so-so. why do i feel that there's no kemeriahan this year? is it just me or am i getting too old where raya is not that signifcant anymore as compared to the holy month of ramadhan. sad isn't it that this holy month has passed by so quickly and sometimes it just makes me wonder if i can see the next ramadhan again.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
yesterday, i woke up feeling all doemsticated and cleaned the windows,ironed and hanged the curtains,scrubbed the grime off the toilet walls and floor and cooked. haha...but the hall windows are still not cleaned yet. i'll leave that to my brothers to do that while i will iron the hall curtains. hmmm, that has always been my job every year - ironing the curtains.
at night, i went to the geylang bazaar with my family. thank goodness it was not that packed this time as compared to the crowd i experienced last friday night. my family bought more food, the usuals - otak-otak, dendeng, keropok lekor, kacang kuda. and of course vcds and more tudungs. one can never have enough of tudungs right? those who don the tudung will know that. :)
i wanted to purchase 'heart' but there was no subtitle, so better not buy as i will not understand the indonesian malay, which i find very hard to follow and comprehend.
i am supposed to bake cookies today, but my mum wanted to do it on sunday instead....hmmm now what am i supposed to do? ahhh, i have to finish up my clinical report which is not done yet. 5 more case studies but i guess i'll do it later at night while watching prison break. u will always end up doing other things other than what u are supposed to do. the cons of the internet.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i'm supposed to be doing my work but look at what i'm doing...blogging and talking to my cousins over msn...discussing abt our brek-fast get-together and so many other things. suddenly, i can't wait for december to come even though i have school. that is of course the much awaited wedding of my dearest kak effa.
and yes, i want to watch puteri gunung ledang too. why is it held for only 3 days...it's such a short period of time...but die die i want to watch. i'm going to spend my hari raya collection on the ticket...65 bucks only mah...that one also second-class seats lah since the most expensive is 95 bucks.
okay i just realised that i do need a lot of money from now till dec ends *looks at non-existent bank account*. hoho...i'll find ways to get the money, like SAVING UP from now. tsk tsk. easier said than done.
ooh is grey's anatomy season 3 coming soon on channel 5? i wonder if they are going to take a long time to air it. i really hope not. i'm super addicted to the show and i might...might is the impt word here, buy the dvd if they do sell it....=)
Monday, October 09, 2006
i finally got to take a look at my timetable today.sch starts next week for me and yes, i feel so super lazy to go back to sch. i mean, it stumps me why i don't look forward to sch as much, as compared to my pri and secondary school days, maybe even my jc days. i guess it's the long trip to and from sch that really makes me feel really drained out.
you know, it really sucks to be in poly because your holidays are so different from other pple. and speaking of holidays, i guess i'd have to miss the family holiday a miss as i'm still having sch that week! it's so weird to actually be schooling when everyone else around you is having a break.
on the brighter side, my mondays and fridays are relatively short days, thank goodness for that. i end at 1 on these two days, 4 on tuesdays and wednesdays and 6 on thursdays. not bad since i start at 9 on most days, except fridays which equals to one extra hour of precious sleep.
i'm supposed to be doing my clinical report which is due next week but i am just not able to focus. doing things in the last hour has always been my forte, my only talent.
i was thinking of not taking up any more tuition assignments next year, but can i really survive without the extra income? it really feels good to know that there is income coming in every month to pay for the bills, clothes, shoes, bags, textbooks and more clothes and the cycle continues. much needed spare cash to support my frivolous spending. i have come to a point where i really have to put in more effort in my studies and i do not want to come home feeling drained every day because of tuition whhich leads me to not doing my work and read my notes, just like what happened to me in the first semester. sometimes i also think that tuition gets in the way of things, like i have to fit my tuition into my schedule, which means having little time for myself and to go out. i'll come back to this when the time comes but for now, i'm quite sure of my decision.
so two weeks of fasting have gone by and i hope that my menses will not come at all which is idealistic hope on my part. time to spring clean the house which i'll do tomorrow and bake kuihs. clean windows, iron curtains, hang them, vacuum the carpets, arrange the furniture, wash the toilet, baking...things a season domesticated goddess does instinctively come the arrival of the festive season. =)
Saturday, October 07, 2006
it's really hot newa as it's been debated that the song 'i dream' was not penned specially for singapore idol. instead, the song has been sung by leann rimes! hmmm, now this really questions the originality of singapore idol. so i guess 'u gave me wings' was sung by somebody else too?
u can take a look at the following videos. they sound so similar.
