lives in her own utopian world. loves the blessed life that she has surrounded by friends and family.Gemz.Cam-whore.Queen of Blurness. Thrives in sarcasm.
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okay, let's start with monday. ms huda didn't come so i had 2 free periods. being the angelic students that we are, my class went out of sch to mcdonald's for lunch at whitesands. we were supposedly to be in class, doing our work mind you. we basically came back to school for pe. after school i met up with nab for a while.
tues was horrible. bio spa was simply incredibly horrendous. i was stumped by the question actually but just crapped my way through. stayed back in school for a while and did some work.
wed was such a short day for me. a rest day since i didn't go for sea sports as it was the time of the month. felt so energised after that as i had such a good rest.it's really been a while since i had such a good rest...indulging myslf in a good book and just sleep my afternoon away. =D
thurs and fri was just bad. long days and brain-sapping, if there is ever such a word.
you know what, sometimes i really should be careful when i laugh, especially in the morning when i meet ramya or kiran. i kind of realise that wehnever i laugh, a certain someone will be there. and my gut instincts tell me that that someone thinks that we're laughing at him/her. plus, it's not nice to have the feeling that someone is laughing at you. so i really dunno how to rectify the situation. i mean i'm always laughing and joking with ramya or kiran in the mornings. i mean i admit i used to make fun of that someone but now i have stopped since i've realised that it is very mean of me to do that. haishh maybe i should just curb my laughter but then again, it's not possible. i survive on laughter,jokes and yes, making a fool of myself. boy , i'm really good at the last one, without realising it. it's just my innate nature to be always making a fool out of myself and being such a blur queen and unaware of my surroundings. winner lah you, fathiah.*in that joey way of saying winner*.
oh i've known this for quite some time already but hadn't had the time to blog abt it.
dimaklumkan bahawa ada seorang guru di sekolah yang tidak lagi membenarkan murid-murid islam bersolat di bilik CCA. Alasannya ialah murid-murid islam menghindari murid-murid lain daripada menagmbil benda-benda mereka untuk aktivi-akitviti ko-kurikular mereka. Apa yang buat sya begitu berang ialah guru itu juga telah mengatakan bahawa amalan mengambil wudhu itu embazirkan air. Apa, sekolah tidak ada cukup duit untuk membiayai bil air ke? School fees yang kami bayar itu tidak cukupkah? Saya akui bahawa orang-orang manjen gemar sangat menjimat air. ialah, tidak mandi pada waktu pagi dan tidak menggunakan air apabila beristinjak. hanya menggunakan tisu sahaja. Apa-apa pun, murid-murid masih menngunakan bilik tersebut untuk bersolat.
heh, it's really really been a long time since i wrote in malay. and it sure took me a very long time to craft the paragraph above.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
lethargy sets in....
sch's really getting overbearing for me. there's just so many things to do within a short period of time. now i wish i have 25 hours a day. nah, come to think of it, the extra one hour will only be filled with misery and not lightening the burden. so 24 hrs will be just fine.
the feeling of lethargy is getting more frequent that it comes to a point of agitation as one can't seem to be able to do much but sleep. how i wish there's a hibernating season for humans.
i guess i really need to go out and unwind but paranoia will step in. going out is just a waste of time. every precious second ticks by, minutes and hours just zoom past, resulting in an unproductive usage of brain cells as well as time. i'm really getting cynical aren't I? well that's what school and education does to u....
did i mention that cca should just stop once and for all. for my cca, at least. i find that it's just a complete waste of time and energy. well except for the bitching sessions we have. that was fun. hee, it's really comforting to know that there are actually some pple who do share the same sentiments as you.
i just want to hibernate, hibernate, hiber..hiber..hibernate.....
