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  • Wednesday, June 30, 2004

  • i finally uploaded long-tike ago taken pics...haha..yup fianally had the time to do so. well my exam's finally over...woohooo...but it will not be woohooo anymore whne i get my results. i haf officially six days free...wah can go for a holiday man. after chem paper yesterday, me, tiff, denzil and joel walked arnd bugis and suntec. my legs were aching when i reached home. finally, i'm able to catch up on my precious beautiful sleep.

    gonna watch the portugal-holland match tmr moning. i think portugal's gonna win and they will meet czech republic in the finals and the championship will go to the czechs...that's my prediction...

    i'm like so bored today..mainly spent my day slacking arnd at home eating...haha...yay i'm going to watch spiderman with my darling cousins tonite.....hahaha can't wait. tmr must follow my mum to pasar geylang and buy fish....the thought of it doesn't sound exiting...then haf to go and pay the phone and PUB bills for her...


  • Monday, June 28, 2004

  • hmmm first of all i want to say a big thank u to those who wished me. really appreciate that. rohana, i dunno if u realise it but u wished me twice..haha...and to my darling cousins, thanks a lot yah...love u all*muacks*.

    i feel so drained now. i slept at 3 this morning and to think that i have bio and maths paer today. howells...bio was okie i guess...felt empty when i completed the paper. maths was horrible, disguting and horrendous. but hey, maths has never been my fab subject and it will never be one. haizz...i haven't studied chem yet...i guess i haf to stay up late again today.

    just slacking arnd in the sch lib first..take a break and haf a kit kat first...then study chem. can't afford to fail it cos the big F is reserved for maths. haha....


  • Wednesday, June 23, 2004

  • had a splendid time with my beloved darling cuzzys during the sleepover which was on sat night until tues morning. i only reached kak effa's house at 12+ cos my relatives went home quite late. luckily my sisters and i had already cleaned up the kitchen b4 they left. after that, we packed our stuffs and got ready.

    at kak effa's house, we just talked and talked...we never run out of things to talk abt, do we? at first, all of us were busy looking thorugh some bridal magazines which kak effa got when she went for the kursus rumahtangga thing. all those beautiful costumes and wedding dais make u want to get married...haha..but easier said than done rite? haha. i came across this article where this couple got married at the age of 19 for the bride and 20 for the bridegroom....i mean, seriously, they're so young and married. but then, they are really compatible.....oh yah, we cousins had fun laughing at some pple too..i noe it's bad but yah.......

    after we finished looking at all the magazines, we brainstormed on our hari raya baju. u see, every yr, my cousins and i have this pair of hari raya clothes that are the same...called baju sepasang. brainstormed on the design that we want to do and the kind of material that we want.

    the next day, wole up quite early considering the fact that we slept late the previous night, we did aerobics. haha kak effa has this vcd on aerobics and spent abt 2 hrs doing aerobics and dancing...haha..finally i managed to exercise....then later went to my grandma's house and celebrated my cousin's 10th birthday. the cake was absolutely delicious...yummy..*licks lips* and my aunt made spaghetti. we went off quite early and went back to kak effa's house. after maghrib, we watched mona lisa smile. nice movie...then w wanted to go out but we didn't know where to go..spent some time deciding on our destination..went out at 11 and went to the new hawker centre at easr coast...ate icve kacang and roti john....i tell u the roti john is so nice....and it's only 3 bucks.

    beach rd was our next destination....to eat mutton chop. there, sth mysterious happened. my sis was just playing with the digi cam when she saw this distorted pic. at first glance, it looked like a guy but it cannot be a guy cos there were only five of us at kak effa's house...all girls. also, my sis didn't bring the digi cam to my grandma's house, so it cannot be my cousin's pic. i had goosebumps all over me when were thinking who might that person in the pic. it doesn't help that it was 12+ when we 'discovered' the pic in the digi cam...

    on mon, we had a bbq....haha...i ate again...i've eating a lot these past few days....hmmmm getting fatter already. there was so much food and the chicken was very nice. played ice and water, dog and bone, wacko, bridge and bluff....felt like a small kid all over again...



  • Saturday, June 19, 2004

  • okie, not going out to study today cos my relatives from my father's side are coming over my house. we have a family gathering every month at differebt pple's house for my father's side. on my maternal side, we meet one another every week too...but it's just at different house every week..i think tmr's famil;y gathering will be at my grandman's house....watching the video during the bukit tinggi trip,,,yay,,,fun....

    i haf been studying bio and maths this week and i'm so sick of it. sumtyms i just feel like giving up and just flunk my mid-yr exams but there's always sumthing that's driving me to comtinue and persevere...hah..i noe...weird. my study buddies are basically the odac pple...me, tiffany, azri, denzil, luthfi and saeed...and saeed calls me a minah porn...all b;cos of azri. sick guy, man.

    oh yah, i've been doing pw for teh past three days too and just now, we met ms huda for our consultation...i felt so bad cos ms huda just came back from overseas yesterday night and me made her come to sch today. she came late tho..supposed to meet at 10 but she msged my grp leader saying that she'll only be in school at 10.45....dun blame her tho....

    yay..tonight after my relatives have gone home, i'm going out and sleep over kak effa's house...haha...it's happy hour time...come to think of it, it's been some time since we cousins met up....as in all of us...the 7 of us.....yup tonight will be the time to meet, crap and talk.....haha. yup, so i dun feel like studying today..nvm..take a break from studying...

    klah, i'm hungry...i want to eat my so-called brunch. i had ice=cream for breakfast...haha


  • Monday, June 14, 2004

  • i guess i'm still tired from the trip to bukit tinggi. haha..jetlagged...anw, the trip was nice. kind of disappointed tho that we didn't get the chance to go horse-riding cos it's only available on weekends and public hols.

    basically, u'll feel that u're not on Asian land cos there's a lot of sidewalk cafes there...just like in France as the resort is very french-like. the air there is alos very cold..esp at might. during the day, the humidity and heat is just like singapore's. mostly spent my time there playing bowling and pool. haha...it's so cheap there. imagine paying only 3 ringgit for one game of pool and 4 ringgit per game for bowling....can't get the same rate in s'pore.

    hmmm let me see, the first night we played bowling until 10+ and then went back to the hotel. then later went to kak effeana's rm and slacked there. the following day, we went to the japanese garden and played then played bowling again. by then everyone was exhausted so we went back to the hotel rm and rested, prayed, etc. later we just hang arnd the haagen daaz cafe and waited for dinner. atnight played pool until 12. then we decided to go to the pool and dipped our feet inside. the water proved to be so cold that we decided to hang arnd the pool and gaze at the stars....i tell u the stars were so clear..the view was simply magnificent...then we started talking abt hari qiamat and stuff...very scary to come to think of it cos all thesmall signs can already be seen...

    i think i will upload the pics some other time..very lazy to do it now....:)..then sum things happened and we got scolded for no reason....wat kak effa said was true..it doesn't matter whether it's our fault or not....we will still be blamed and scolded at the end of the day....the whole lot of us got pissed at that particular incident....

    then on the journey home, we stopped at putrajaya for friday prayers and i noe i sound very jakun but it was the first time that i actually did the friday prayers...haha...a very enlightening experience indeed.

    basically, it was the journey to and fro that was tiring as we were in the bus most of the time. the journey there was okay cos the weather was cooling and nice. however, it was vice-versa for the journey back. the bus was so warm and it doesn't help that the weather was so damn hot.

    on sat, went out with my sis and nora....my sis wanted to buy office wear clothes for her job attachment. spent lotsa money..a must when my sisters and i go shopping...haha..girls will always be girls....oh yah, i finally tried the ice blended mango at pearlz in eastpooint and it;s super nice altho it cost $4.50....super woth it.

    yesterday, went to my paternal grandma's house cos she just came back from umrah..came home quite late...then watched theentertaining and exhilarating france-england match.

    went to sentosa for odac activity just now...spent e ntire day there. i was very tired towards the end...not enuff sleep and also b'cos i'm PMSing...erghhh i seriously hate that feeling and when all your mood swings start kicking in. decided not to go dinner with them cos i was so exhausted and besides, there's always food at home...no need to waste money. felt bad for not joining them but i just felt like being a good girl and go home straight for once. so went home...and true enough, the dish my mum cooked was delicious....haha

    klah...i haf no idea why i'm not sleepy yet altho i'm so tired and my feet are aching due to the immense walking that i did today. okielah..gotta do some housekeeping for my computer....adios....


  • Tuesday, June 08, 2004
  • Hot...........

  • just finished packing my bag for the bukit tinggi trip...now i'm all excited for it. just can't wait to go there. nvm in abt one and a half days' time, i'll be on my way there...woopeedoo!!

    going out with my sis and cik jiji to shieng siong later after zuhur to buy tidbits for the trip...sighz..i haf tuitionagain later. i'm sick of maths...it has never been my forte subject anw. just now, during tuition, i had this terrible headache...felt like puking. went to airport for a while just now to study before going off for tuition.

    just now, i watched extreme makeover. the makeover is really extreme...haha. my sisters and i were joking that if we see any beautiful ladies in the streets, their beauty might not be natural. who knows they have gone under the knife to achieve that so called beauty..talk abt being basketheads...

    my bro has a basketball training camp tmr morning..or later cos now it's already 12.30 and he's still packing his stuffs and yes, he's still awake. i wonder how he's going to go through the camp, with all the running and physical conditioning he has to go thru...

    imesh is not working..i'm irritated man...it's always connecting and i wonder when i can start downloading songs. grrr....i'm pissed man....

    i think the night is very hot...i feel so rimas and suffocated. it doesn't help that my house doesn't have air-con. nvm..i shall endure it cos my mum always says that neraka will be much hotter...70 times hotter.....

    klah...that's all for now.....


  • Wednesday, June 02, 2004

  • i think i'm really jinxed. on mon, i tripped about 4 times and sprained my ankle. now, it's still very painful and swollen. guess i'm going to urut later. i think my bone is dislocated. contemplating whether i should go tuition or not. already skipped it just now..i mean yesterday cos it's already abt 1 in the morning.

    and then today (tues) i haf stomachache...which is so painful. oh yah, i cut my hair short. haha..it's kinda very short...but i dun care...my bro says i look like a tomboy...i also dun care....i just noe that i feel so much lighter and i can save on shampoo...no need touse so much shampoo anymore..:)

    k..just now, went to bk to 'mug'...i mean i really studied..with tiffany. then later, luther, jun jie, denzil and luthfi came. talked crap and saw ms huda and her bf. went to san bookshop in tm where we met azri and fir. i think fir is so super lame and funny. azri too. fun pple to hang out with.

    okielah, i'm so sleepy already...gd nites...hmm can;t wait for the 9th of june...bukit tinggi, here i come...