be prepared for a superbly long post...cos it's been a week i think since i last updated. there were some misgivings and miscommunication within my class cos we just cannot decide whether or not to wear true blue or retro. of course, i was one of the minority who was on the pro-retro side. at last, retro trimphs overs true blue...but i guess some people were not happy..i mean u can't please everyone in these kind of things, right? i know some people were really against retro...but yeaah, we all managed to show up in some funky retro clothes and all.
went shooping on sat for retro clothes at bugis...i t wass filled with mj pple...went there again on sun to find some earrings and all....:)even had to miss the tomato rice at my aunt's house...luckily my mum brought some tomato rice home. if not, i'll just die of hunger, craving the tomato rice...
yesterday...the day we've all been waiting for....i tell u, no one had the mood to study. thank god i had 2 free periods. maths tutorial was used to practise our class performance...no matter what, i think my class performance rocks, although it was a bit short...hey, we're keeping to the time limit.....:)
during mt period, tiff and i went to bathe...luckily we went to bathe during that period cos it was the only time that we were free....
then during lunch, went to macs with tiff, denzil, luther, jeryle, joel and jun jie...yah some pple blew up for no apparent reason there..aiyah whateverlah...
came back to sch for the class performance thing...it was kind of draggy and the sound system sucks so much man......a lot of delays here and there..i hate to say this but some pple just dun haf theater ethics at all...which performers actually have the right to scold the emcees...emcees are like the master of ceremony, mind you. if they don't want u to perform, it's their own problem..u have no right to let them let u perform..some pple are just so uncivilised and barbaric!!
then it was dinner time!! my class ordered canadian pizza....nice man....then it was soire...had so much fun...i think the crowd at the back was kinda dead. the atmosphere was so different when i went to the front to support azri, fir and shazrin...their performance really rocks man....sang along with them...now my voice is so hoarse now.....came back home quite late....too lazy to write already..
oh yah, i'll put up the pics soon....kinda lazy to upload it all now..yay meeting my sec friends later to watch a movie...:) gosh it's been a long time sine i met up with them..both ili and syaf...mental note - must remember to bring camera...haha...for all of u who dun noe, i'm camera obsessed..just love to take photographs...:)
sighz..plans to stay at home today to study just went down the drain...as always, i can't resist the temptation to go out. after chem test, i had chem make-up pract....which we did nothing cos everything that needs to be discussed has already been done...mr wong was super nice and let us off early.
went to tampines with salwa and constance and ate at kfc. talked abt a lot of atuffs. went back to sch with salwa and met tiff n denzil at the odac room. by then the J2s had already finished their physics trest. went to accompany them to eat at mac whitesands...then ate at swensens. it's so worth it...1.70 for five scoops of ice-cream including service charge.....yum yum...craving for the butterscotch ice-cream....*licks lips*
went to penin to take azri's guitar. then as usual, went to walk around..finally bought the honey-flavoured teddy bear biscuits at carrefour...and went to s&k. spent almost an hour there. sarah, azri, tiff n dezil bought some tops...very nice ones...
oh yah, met desmond at s&k...wah, he really looks different now, hair shaved, tanner and more built....still as good-looking as ever....esp his dimples. didn't recognise him at first..for those of u who dun know, he's act my chem tutor for first 3 mths.
klah, my sis finally bought the wire to upload the pics from the digi cam...check out the cute boys....
didn't go windsurfing just now cos i had learning journey to cpib. so boring man...the only interesting thing i saw there was the polygraph machine. i basically slept through the video that they showed us...
just finished doing some stuffs for gp presentation tmr...gosh my group and i are so unprepared for tmr's presentation though we had a one week extension. haha...it's obnly a practice for our OP skilss...haha will just crap my way through....
finally, i finished studying chem equllibrium....aiyoh..i must study gases now..i so detest that topic to the core......hmmm it's almost one in the morning but i can't seem to be able to sleep...so i shall study some more....yup....
shhesh i haf tutiiton tmr at eight..i think i'm not going to cik ayu's anymore cos the distance is taking a toll on me....sec sch was different..at least i was travelling down from paya lebar to kembangan and back home to tampines...but now i'm travelling down and up again.....
at least now my tuition is so much nearer, at my aunt's place, only a walking distance from my house....sighz... ishall be a full-time mugger now..be like luther.... i seriously need to pull my grades up and i can't seem to get an A level pass for maths, it's just stagnant at AO...
i'm so proud of myself...managed to do most of the questions in the maxima/minima tutorial...haha. it's considered as a very big achievement for me since my maths is like so super weak....
oh oh..i have two periods of emmeline foo tmr. i am so going to die of boredom. for all u know, she'll strt screaming at my class again. sighz, it'll be a very long, long, long day tmr for me. finish school at 5.35 and then must rush for tuition. will probably reach home at around 9...aiyoh..how to study like that i'll be so lethargic when i reach home tmr..nvm.mind over body...
oh yah, tmr is 1st of Rejab according to the Muslim calendar. hmm, that means it's two more motnhs to the fasting month and it means that i have to pay back my fast as soon as possible..somehow, paying back 4 more days of fast seems to be a daunting and uphill task. i should try to cut down on food now....to prepare myself....
haha, a part of me can't wait for the fasting month. i somehow like the atmosphere during that particular mth, where everything is so peaceful and serene. the atmosphere is just different cos we get to pray together as one whole big family after breaking fast....it's not that i'm not doing it now with my family, but somehow it's just different...and yup, the first ever fasting mth without my grandfather.......
oh yah, term 4's gonna end on the 25th november...act, i dun mind coming back to sch cos i noe that i will not be doing anything at home....
my father is turning the volume of the TV to full blast..haha...he's watching this malaysian channel, TV1, listening to pple reading the Quran cos Malaysia has this competion...Tilawah Al-Quran..sth like that. ..yup and i actually like to listen to these pple reading the quran cos they have this nice voice and they know how to read the Quran wth this nice tune to it....haha shall learn how to read it with the nice tune one day.
it just occurred to me that i read my notes and books more than i touch or even read the Quran...aside from the daily Aya Kursi that i recite after my prayers and the occasional times that i read Yaasin at family gatherings.....shall try to read the Quran duuring the fasting moth and hopefull, i can finish reading it.....
okie, off i go now to study chem. i think i'm resheduling my learning journey to another day. i think i can't go to odac this sat cos i have chem make-uo practical and chem spa is next week...aiyoh..so many tests coming up.....
i'm so proud of myslf. managed to do most of the the questions in the maxima/minima tutorial..haha...yahlah...my maths is very weak so it's considered as a very big achievement for me...
oh oh...there's two periods of emmeline foo tmr...i'm so gonna die of boredom. by the way, she made an announcement this morning abt the blood donation driv. haha i was laughing all the way as she made the announcement....i dun even know how she can teach in the first place. it will be a long, long, long day tmr for me. scholl ends at 5.35 and to top it all, i have to rush to tuition. probable will reach home at 9.....aiyoh..how to study like that....
oh yah, tmr is 1st rejab, zccording to the Muslim calendar. this means that it's two more months to fasting month...and that means i have to pay back my fast as soon as possible...haizz, the idea of paying back 4 more days of fast is so difficult to carry out..okie, i must try to eat lesser now to prepare myself for the fasting month. i dunno why but i just like the atmosphere during the fasting month. it's just so peaceful and nice, praying together as one family...not that i'm not doing it now but it's just different, you know...yup..and the first everr without my grandfather.....
term 4 ends on the 25th of nov...by then it's already hari raya..haha..act i dun mind coming back to sch..it's not as if i'd be doing anything during the holidays...i had xtended study too in sec 3 and it wouldn't make a difference later this year...
my father is really turning the volume of the television at full blast....haha..he's watching this malaysian channel, TV1...of pple reading the Qur'an....my father's favourite TV show during this period of the year...haha..i actually like to listen to the pple reading the Qur'an though...i feel so awed and admire these pple cause i they have this certain way of reading the Quran with this tune that's just so nice....will learn how to read the Quran with the nice tune one day....
it just occurred to me that i actually touch my notes and books more than i touch the Quran...howeels, i will read it during the fasting moth and try to finish it........
okielah....off i go now to study for the chem test this sat...oh yah, i think i'm resheduling my learning journey and i probably can't go for the ubin trip this sat cos i have chem make-up pract..sheesh, chem spa is next week...haiyoh, so many tests coming.....
i'm so proud of myslf. managed to do most of the the questions in the maxima/minima tutorial..haha...yahlah...my maths is very weak so it's considered as a very big achievement for me...
oh oh...there's two periods of emmeline foo tmr...i'm so gonna die of boredom. by the way, she made an announcement this morning abt the blood donation driv. haha i was laughing all the way as she made the announcement....i dun even know how she can teach in the first place. it will be a long, long, long day tmr for me. scholl ends at 5.35 and to top it all, i have to rush to tuition. probable will reach home at 9.....aiyoh..how to study like that....
oh yah, tmr is 1st rejab, zccording to the Muslim calendar. this means that it's two more months to fasting month...and that means i have to pay back my fast as soon as possible...haizz, the idea of paying back 4 more days of fast is so difficult to carry out..okie, i must try to eat lesser now to prepare myself for the fasting month. i dunno why but i just like the atmosphere during the fasting month. it's just so peaceful and nice, praying together as one family...not that i'm not doing it now but it's just different, you know...yup..and the first everr without my grandfather.....
term 4 ends on the 25th of nov...by then it's already hari raya..haha..act i dun mind coming back to sch..it's not as if i'd be doing anything during the holidays...i had xtended study too in sec 3 and it wouldn't make a difference later this year...
my father is really turning the volume of the television at full blast....haha..he's watching this malaysian channel, TV1...of pple reading the Qur'an....my father's favourite TV show during this period of the year...haha..i actually like to listen to the pple reading the Qur'an though...i feel so awed and admire these pple cause i they have this certain way of reading the Quran with this tune that's just so nice....will learn how to read the Quran with the nice tune one day....
it just occurred to me that i actually touch my notes and books more than i touch the Quran...howeels, i will read it during the fasting moth and try to finish it........
okielah....off i go now to study for the chem test this sat...oh yah, i think i'm resheduling my learning journey and i probably can't go for the ubin trip this sat cos i have chem make-up pract..sheesh, chem spa is next week...haiyoh, so many tests coming.....
hmmm this week passes by so quickly. yup..spent the week
studying for bio but it proved to be of no use cos the test was just..bleh.
windsurfing was fun..of course there were some sniggers abt a
certain someone. then when we came back to school, everyone had a unanimous
response abt CIHS..a new nickname for him..:)
my classmates just love to make fun of me..hrmpphh, not fair.
they just love to imitate me and find great pleasure in it and making me scream..aiyoh,,so cheap thrill.
had the mass dance thing yesterday. went there late cos odac
finished late. it was kinda embarrassing and pathetic. the school just
refused to lend the loudspeaker to the group. i mean, hello....it's for a
good cause. anw i heard that ms lai was not supportive of the idea of
busking and even scolded the teacher who was in charge of the project and barred them from coming down to watch the mass dance. ms lai is just one screwed-up principal..not open-minded at all.
i was exhausted by the end of the whole mass dance thing plus i wasn't feeling well. the two panadols that i had taken were of no effect. sighz, i can feel myself falling sick soon, with all the incessant niggling headaches and the oh-so-painful sore throat.
we took such a long time to decide on where to eat. i bet we took abt half an hour just to walk from paragon all the way to burger king near borders. of course there was some drama along the way when tiffany thought that she had lost her wallet...that was a close call, man.
after we ate, we went to kinokuniya and saw this book on the language of love in vietnamese and thai. i tell u, it was kinda crude. then saleh found this book on a person's character love book based on his birthday. it was very cool and very true. by that time it was already 10 and my sister had already called. haha, i thought i was going to be in deep trouble
on the way to orchard mrt, we walked past by this cafe or pub, whatever u called it, at wisma atria there and this band was singing here without u and hotel California. wah, the singer really had a sexy voice...*melts*
didn't go to religious class today. overslept. cramps,cramps, please go away. gosh, i really hate it when it is the time of the
month....
u noe, i was chatting to haz yesterday and we were asking each other how life was, school etc....she seems to be having so much fun, really enjoying her jc life and i just want jc life to b over. hahha, the experience that she's going through is just so different from mine...i wonder why...is it because of the difference in school culture or is it just me? questions that i cannot answer even when i'm in a deep thought.
i feel that my life is blessed with love from my darling cousins, family and friends, yet i feel very empty inside. i myself cannot describe in words how i truly feel...hmmm....
i better stop updating my blog now and start to write my gp esaay....:)
weell.....it's realy been a very long weekend but time seems to pass by so fast..all i can say is that i haven't been making full use of my time to...study..haha.
hmm..the national day celebrations was so-so..nothing splendid or spectacular but i sure love the indian dance which kevin and kwan siong was in. kwan siong surely knows how to dance..:)yup..act it was kinda boring. i guess i better stop commenting about the concert before the pro-tkgs in me is unleashed....
had odac meeting about the cip trip to china after the concert....i wanted to go but my mother had to say no.erggh so irritating. then slacked in the odac room umtil bput 12.30...
went to tamp and accompanied denzil alex and zi ting to eat. went home, changed and bathed....then out i go to town..walk walk and saw this super nice fossil watch but it cost135 bucks..hmm might use my hari raya money to buy it..see first. then we went to watch the village....kinda nice but a bit slow.....then went home
on sat, woke up at abt 10 and slacked around at home till it was time for meet-the-parents- session. yadda yadda my father and i went to meet ms huda, ms foo and mr wong. yup talked abt m poor, poor resuls esp chem..i got an F for it....34.0...one more mark to AO..haahaha..it does make a lot of dfference okie..for a stupid girl like me..,..:)
okie then ms huda asked me whether i studied on a daily basis and told my father about my frequent late-coming..hey i came late twice only....for all of u out there, i ake up at 5-50-6 every morning and leave my house at 6.45 am and comes on the dot to sch even tho i only stay in tampines..what irony....
so yup...from now on, i shall study everyday, esp chem....and consolidate my problems and ask mr wong...i shall bombard him with stupid and illogical questions of mine...
went home....fought with my sis cos she was wearing the clothes that i had worn before i left for the meet-the-parents session...yup..the things that sisters fight over...then around 6.30pm, went to my cousin's house, prayed maghrib there and off we go to tm to buy my hp..yup finally, a hp is in my hands after a MONth or so...the hp i sp wanted to buy was out of stock..not coming in anymore so i had to settle for PAnasonic X66..not bad.....
later when i was in the car with my cousisn, i realized that the hp was used before as it contained messages that were not mine...so i decided to change sim card with my cousin and true enough, the messages were still stored in the phone....hah...stupid starhub..they cheated me...
at 9.30, we wanted to eat at sakura in simei but it was going to close soon..decided to go to lau pa sat or east coast to eat but it's very hard to find parking there. so we decided to buy spring chicken at this coffee shop near my house and eat at my cousin's house..but no...the shop had closed down and taken over by a chinese owner....
so decided to go to afghanistan but there was no spring chicken there and so we had to go to another 24-hr coffeeshop nearby...by the time we finally got the food, it was already 11.30 and kak effa decided to go home...my sisters and i decided to eat at my cousin's house and yup, we slept over her house since we were too lazy to walk home....
on sun, woke up at 7.50 and got rady to go home cos i had religious class at 10...after religious class, went to kak effa's house and we went to tanjong katong complex cos kak effa wanted to alter her jeans. there, we saw very nice cloth and decided to buy our hari raya clothes there. there were 3 types of cloths that we could choose from and all of us cannot decide on what to choose..talk about fickle-minded minds....we wanted to do sth simple yet nice and sweet to be worn for hari raya and my cousin's wedding next Mach..came back later to the shop in the aftenoon to take our measurements and pay the deposit...one suit cost $150 with tailoring included..and we also came out with our own design....:)not badlah
at night went to watch fireworks..haha.the fireworks were so nice.....but it was a bit short..now, i'm only starting to do my tutorials and gp essay...hmm i feel lazy to go to tuition...i dun think i want to go cos i still have tons of things to complete...tmr got windsurfing...yay..
hmmm, been quite some time since i last blogged. i dunno why but i have so much things to write but somehow, i just can't put it in words....surprising cos it's very rare when this happens to me..:)
i came late to sch again yesterday...i shan't complain and voice out my grievances cos i know it wouldn't help. i guess i have complained enough and i do not want to waste my energy. haha poor sister who had to listen to my ramblings this morning while she was getting ready to go to work....
i finally decided to wear the school uniform tmr. somehow, i'm just not excited at the idea of wearing home clothes to school...it's just so weird to be feeling like this. i used to get excited and plan with friends on what to wear...used to was the word....now, it's just so different............
i keep having to tell myself not to have regrets on the things that i have chosen at free will but i think it's very hard not to have regrets....well yeah..watever.......
i screamed in the middle of pw lect yesterday cos my classmate just had to poke me at the side....wah..so embarassing sey...haha...
somehow i forgot what to write...haha so shall stop here...
the long weekend is finally here...must study bio....and a time to spend with my darling cousins. is the sleepover still on?
i miss syafiqah. it has beeen a while since i last talked, what more met her..........
